Whhaa.

 

Zachary Quinto as Spock

Thanks to Patrick for the picture, LOL.

What happened to Sybrows?  They’re so trimmed and … anti-bushbrows.
But I must say that he fits the part very very damn well.
Gawd, this picture is so airbrushed.  Photoshop ftw?
Whatever he looks good. \\Vulcan///

I’m excited. ^_^

/// pew-pew laser ///

Anyway, I’m at the clubhouse café right now trying to get some work done.  One more minute in my apartment, someone’s getting decapitated by my fingernails. (Run-on sentence?  Yeah).

I’m kinda at the break in my life where you would feel like everything sucks and the best you can do is fix whatever you think you need to fix and try not to take things too hard.  Short and simple: growing thicker skin.  I’ve been pretty thin-skinned lately and I think it’s because I haven’t had my breathing space and mental support that I’ve needed.

Motivation is hard sometimes.

For once, I would like a pat on the back for the things I’ve done right and the hard work I’ve done and been doing.  I mean, don’t praise me, but just acknowledge it.  I’m not a perfect person and I definitely don’t think I’m better than anyone else.  But, I really need some slack.

Am I begging for it?  Maybe.  Am I looking for it?  Possibly.
I shouldn’t need to.

So the stress is at a pretty high level but I’m trying to cope.  If it takes hanging around and doing work at the café or elsewhere, so be it.  I am so sick and tired of these little things.  However, I can’t really “handle it” if I wake up to it every morning.  I don’t think anyone truly understands that.

It’s really like “Hello, Kim.  Here’s a problem to have on your shoulders.  You gotta wake up to it every morning, see every time you’re home, and see it before you get to bed.  At the same time, you gotta be a good girl and not let the daily PMS kick in.”

That’s like asking me to not have any personality.
Or just asking me to not be human. 

I seriously wished my brain had an OFF/ON switch.
Preferably, I would like an emergency shutdown system.

((By the way, I swear I’ve had two cups of tea and two cups of coffee, and a few cups of water in the past two hours.  I’m caffeinated.))

I’m just gonna throw this out there because I have the freedom to… regardless of consequence.
Why do only 3 out of 5 people in our apartment have jobs?

Yeah… None of my business really, but it’s seriously ridiculous.

And, wanna throw something else out too:
Get over it.  It’s just a f*cking game.
Grow up.

Anyway, here are some pictures for random happiness… Enjoi.

(I realize that some of the pictures duplicated from some glitch.. but I don’t feel like fixing it. Lol)